Every damn deadline.
The thought that she doesn’t feel the same about you,your love is unreciprocated,the worse will happen. These thoughts that send unpleasant cringes to the heart,literally.
I hate it when negativity strikes and wraps me up in fears. I don’t like it.
But with the rain comes the rainbow. Its a decision to love someone and if it ain’t hard it ain’t worth it. I know shes worth the wait whatever her decision will be,to be spend her forever with me or not, I know I was and am very happy that she chose to know me. I hope for a future with her but I also want her to be happy even it if takes me out of the picture.
The thought of a future without her freaks me out even more.